She's been gone for so long, I can't remember her face. She was the first REAL love of my life, and I've forgotten her face. I knew long distance relationships never work, but right now, almost two years have past and I haven't heard from her. Right now, I don't know if she's alive or if she's died.
I closed that door quite a while ago, but I hoped she'd say something, even if it was just to break up officially, that wouldn't have been as bad as this was. It tore me up so bad, the depression caused delusions that sent me to the psych ward. But that's a story for another time.
The Door is locked now. If she wants to act dead, then so be it; She's dead to me. And I've already finished mourning.
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